I will never feel rested, but that's kind of not a problem. I have a crazy strong urge to make the best out of every single second that I can barely let myself sleep. At times this is a good thing, but if I'm ever in a situation where I can't do anything or feel I can't do anything, it is absolutely crushing.
It is a good motivator, but it's also depressing. There's always going to be down time. I can't always do everything ever. And that sucks, but I need to learn to deal with it without accepting it too much that way I'll still have the drive to do all the awesome stuff I want.
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