Sometimes I hate everything. And sometimes I'm completely neutral or aloof. I hardly ever feel up to social networking myself into friendships but then it bothers me that I don't know more people. It'd be easier if I didn't care at all, if I really could just abandon everyone and be content with just me.
Actually, that's not what I want. What I want is Great friends. Friends I feel connected to and who I can leave for a while then come back to.
Having moved around and living with the urge to be a nomad, I'm always torn and struggling with the idea of constantly leaving the people I get to know (or don't). I want to travel, to go everywhere, but I can't bring everyone with me. That's what makes Great friends so awesome. When I go back to the few people I really feel connected to it's great. There's no awkwardness and though things change, not the friendship itself.
Saturday, September 11, 2010
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